If you're at a part of your lifetime that you realize you are heading within the wrong direction which means you're producing the wrong results then simply generally do the opposite of the you're doing at this time. Trust me as a result a whole lot of difference and you'll almost see small and/or big result quickly. I know this is easier said then done but when you add courage and persistent practice to your constant thought pattern that's saying "it's time for you to increase the risk for necessary changes" then I'm sure you will make great progress in living an even more happy and fulfilled life. "And I saw three unclean spirits like frogs come out of the mouth in the dragon, out from the mouth with the beast, and out with the mouth with the false prophet. For those are the spirits of demons , performing signs, which are in the market to the kings in the earth and in the whole world, to assemble these phones the battle of the great day of God Almighty." Rev. 16:13,14. (It's the battle of Armaggedon - [see verse 16], that involves the worlds leaders [vs 14] and comes about after time, as Jesus announces He is planning to return [see vs 15]).